teidesu
08.07.2024, 04:40:333d cgi anime actually looks kinda cool (or maybe its just that toei nailed it).
i wonder if production cost for them is less than for normal (drawn) anime...
it also somewhat reminds me of cutscenes in zzz, animations there are so cool holy shit
teidesu
08.07.2024, 04:17:54nina in girls band cry is quite literally me
(so far at least. 2 eps in, but def getting some bocchi vibes)
teidesu
08.07.2024, 00:22:11@[email protected] ik that bun is vc-funded, and that's what i dislike the most about it.
it's premise of being "node but faster" is slowly getting forgotten precisely because they have to report to investors and they probably don't really like reports like "we fixed 100 bugs, improved node api coverage by 5% and improved X api performance by 10%"
which is honestly sad, bun could be cool if not for capitalism
teidesu
08.07.2024, 00:09:28@[email protected] so real
re-read my diary from ~3 years ago a few months ago and while things definitely improved a lot since then there's still so much...stuff...
teidesu
07.07.2024, 23:45:56@[email protected] this feature itself is pretty much standard and is a common pattern across db clients, i mean precisely the fact that it's for some reason built into runtime
teidesu
07.07.2024, 22:29:32bun is a fucking joke
RE: https://x.com/jarredsumner/status/1809997817961972174
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teidesu
07.07.2024, 00:36:08dx vs performance is such a hard choice aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
the least fun part of designing a surface-level api...
teidesu
06.07.2024, 19:07:23webcage is so good
teidesu
06.07.2024, 18:24:23i should really stick to just being an internet person
teidesu
06.07.2024, 18:23:41people are scary,,,,,,
"hanging out" irl is so tiring, both physically and mentally
not to say it wasn't fun, but like, im not sure its even worth it...
how do people enjoy it
teidesu
06.07.2024, 01:54:46reply to: https://woem.men/notes/9vcuv2uydnfu2o2x
@[email protected] it blocks esm.sh huh...
interesting, i should note that, ty 🧐
teidesu
06.07.2024, 01:51:42reply to: https://woem.men/notes/9vcsbul09ns13nyv
@[email protected] the question is why do you even block esm.sh :neocat_googly:
teidesu
05.07.2024, 22:54:15raves could be so much fun if i weren't a sociophobic piece of mental illness...
kinda surprised i left early not because of sensory overload or something but because there were too many people and it was too painful not being able to do what i wanted to because i was scared of people...
teidesu
05.07.2024, 03:14:35> its much easier to snap out of that for some reason
probably the main reason is the "continuation cost" or something (idk if there is a term for that lol)
i can safely close tiktok/twitter at any time, and the app opens in 2-3 seconds at most.
while games can easily take up to a minute to boot up, and the periods when you can "safely close" them are very sparse and short.
and that combined probably tricks my brain into just continuing right now bc a) holy shit im mid-quest what if my progress wont save, b) i don't want to wait for another minute if i close the game now to do X, so i just wont (esp relevant on mobile, where ios may unload the game even if you just spend too much time in fucking control center, thank you very much)
games are such a scam lol
teidesu
05.07.2024, 02:52:03fuck no
downloading games was a mistake
this shit is too addictive
i keep losing track of time, causing me to not do anything productive while also not getting enough sleep.
i honestly should stop playing altogether for my own good.
i absolutely didn't think it would be this detrimental to me when i first tried that out a ~month ago...
i cannot control myself, and i have zero clue how to learn that
i guess im sticking to just doomscrolling when i want dopamine, its much easier to snap out of that for some reason...
and for plot i can always watch recaps on yt or smth
teidesu
03.07.2024, 04:05:29react is so dumb like wdym you dont have `untrack` and i have to resort to weird hacks and mental gymnastics to use current state from a `useEffect` without adding it to effect deps
teidesu
03.07.2024, 02:44:31...at this point why am i even writing in javascript and not rust :troll:
if only there was garbage-collected rust, im too braindead for lifetimes...
teidesu
03.07.2024, 02:42:07holy fuck this is valid and works
```ts
import * as Foo from './foo.js'
type Foo = { foo: number }
export { Foo }
```
(i.e. when importing Foo it will work both as a type and a namespace, depending on the context)
i knew it would work with normal `export const`-s, but totally didnt expect it would work with esm namespaces
this way i can probably make truly tree-shakeable classes ^^
they won't actually be classes anymore, but the outside dx would largely be the same. except all "methods" would have to be "static" and accept the instance in the first argument instead of `this`, and new/instanceof would have to be implemented as "static methods" too.
...except i would lose the minify-ability of private fields, but whatever tbh, gzip will take care of that
teidesu
03.07.2024, 01:45:50holy fuck errors in javascript are slow
like, on the order of up to 20 times slower than monadic error handling
and even merely `try..catch` seems to have 6-8% penalty :neocat_googly_shocked:
guess i'm using
```ts
type Result<T, E> =
| { _: 'ok', result: T }
| { _: 'error', error: E }
```
ever since
teidesu
02.07.2024, 19:17:47born to "wtf is this", forced to "i don't exactly understand what i'm looking at"
teidesu
02.07.2024, 16:29:50weird how it wasn't that much of an issue a year ago when i was just starting at the job
maybe it's just because the tasks have been pretty much all the same ever since, and what was initially fun is no longer fun because it became just a tedious repetitive never-ending nightmare of cruds and forms
teidesu
02.07.2024, 16:28:03the hardest part in having a job is not the work itself but persuading myself to start doing something that isn't fun (and also the social part)
teidesu
01.07.2024, 17:21:08@[email protected] ig "just use sqlite" isn't good enough for a w3c standard smh
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teidesu
30.06.2024, 22:37:18i will deliberately *not* opt-out of ai data collection in figma because my garbage designs will poison the dataset :>
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teidesu
30.06.2024, 01:59:22CW: mh-
i don't want to cope until the day i die, i just want to be happy,,,
teidesu
30.06.2024, 00:42:20@[email protected] the worst part
teidesu
29.06.2024, 02:38:01conferences and talks are a massive scam
90% of them is like 10-15 minutes worth of information in a 1-1.5 hour long session
literally why, didn't you have enough of that at school smh
teidesu
28.06.2024, 17:46:13@[email protected] signal is like, the opposite of convenience. their apps suck very much, message history may get lost at any point in time (precisely because of e2e), there is no social aspect, etc...
teidesu
28.06.2024, 17:36:59@[email protected] if i stop using telegram it won't fix any of that though?
> insecure
if i needed security – i'd use tox or something. telegram is about convenience more than anything...
teidesu
28.06.2024, 16:55:51@[email protected] @[email protected] unironically yes, that's a much better way
teidesu
28.06.2024, 16:52:15reply to: https://woem.men/notes/9v2al3kokfoq0i8n
@[email protected] unless you want to detect *valid* regex-es, pretty much any string can be considered a regex.
but as for *valid* - afaik its not possible with native js regex-es bc it requires recursion (or balancing groups in .net), which is not supported in js...
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teidesu
28.06.2024, 02:12:26reply to: https://eepy.zone/notes/9v1fzq2oc2w400hh
@[email protected] at the bus stop, crushing rocks
teidesu
27.06.2024, 13:29:29"not indexed because indexed but you asked us not to", did i understand this correctly? :neocat_googly_woozy:
teidesu
27.06.2024, 04:13:55i bought the only ios app for proxies that looked at least semi-decent and it didnt even support reality+vision :neocat_googly_woozy:
at this point im seriously considering building my own frontend for sing-box lol
teidesu
26.06.2024, 14:28:35CW: lyrics
i dont need to be fixed
ill make this life my own
and if they laugh at me
ill make your heart my home
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teidesu
25.06.2024, 23:29:59"i want a loser gf" until she stops being a loser and you no longer interest her
teidesu
25.06.2024, 18:32:51i want to self-host workerd
edge functions are very cool as a concept, but the vendorlock and pricing aspects are not cool, considering i already have a server and i don't need the thing to be globally distributed...
teidesu
25.06.2024, 16:32:53CW: mh~, vent
a lot of the underground music producers i used to enjoy a few years ago, but who weren't lucky enough to get out of being underground - mostly stopped producing.
like, the frequency of their new releases has declined exponentially, and a lot of them didn't post anything at all in 2024 yet.
and the thing is – i can relate to this so much, despite not being an artist at all.
during that time i used to do a lot of cool shit and silly projects too. a lot more than today.
and probably the main reason is that *i could afford it*.
i didn't have nearly as many responsibilities back then. i wasn't considered an adult. i didn't need to worry about surviving. i just did what i wanted to.
and honestly i miss that time so much. realizing that (despite me and them being in some kind of parasocial relationship) we grew up together and now have to face the reality is so... painful?
i want to go back so much...
i don't want to grow up.
i want to keep doing cool shit and having fun.
i want *them* to keep doing cool shit and having fun.
i want *everyone* to keep doing cool shit and having fun.
bleh
teidesu
25.06.2024, 05:18:30teidesu
25.06.2024, 04:28:45ok never fucking mind its just broken
teidesu
25.06.2024, 04:16:38@[email protected] ну у эпла в теории можно привязать номер телефона и с него платить. но на практике мне вот не дало привязать))
хз из-за чего, щас до компа доберусь посмотрю что в апишке потому что эпл в лучших традициях корпораций просто высирают тебе ошибку номер хуй
teidesu
25.06.2024, 04:14:01the concept of underground malls is actually kinda cool. most of the malls ive seen look like giant ugly glass boxes littered with ads. and shoving all that below ground and making some kind of public space above the ground is so much better imo.
it's so sad they dont do that more often..