ok so that's how physical exhaustion feels like my hands are shaking, i can barely stand straight, i get annoyed really easily, which when coupled with me being clumsy because of exhaustion drives me fucking mad maybe making my a/c smart wasn't worth that...

cw2: sui mention like, the last episode just feels as if the author was just pressured to not have the "good" ending, because that would promote satou's actions or whatever. the entire episode is just a cascade of awful decisions on her behalf. both times i watched i felt such fucking cringe from her returning to the apt that is potentially on fire. she could totally just brush it off and be like "eh, whatever, we'll have an actual wedding wherever we end up". but she didnt. and then when she decided to go back up the already burning building instead of just kicking asahi's ass and running away. like what, why, what the fuck, thats so much out of character for her. and then she for whatever reason decided she wanted for shio to stay alive, despite that she will definitely suffer after that... if you needed a "bad" ending why not just make them double suicide, why make shio suffer even further... i also kinda feel bad for her aunt... i cant accept this ending, ill keep pretending i didnt see the last 2 minutes and that they both died there.

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